No Tomorrow

I took out these photos of Henry and Alecia, when they were respectively 5 years old.

I wanted to imagine Daniel at the same age but my thoughts became like a vague dream, accompanied by a deep sadness and many tears. I will never know.

See, it is Daniel's birthday tomorrow. He would have turned 5.

13 comments:

Chatterbox said...

Your every post shares the precious moments you'll cherish for life.
I could feel the hurt and pain in every word.
May God bless your family with peace as you face this very painful loss.

Take care.

Pokagon Member said...

Hello Alison

Thank you for your kindness, I will wish him a happy birthday in heaven. I really do believe that is were children go.

We have to remember what a honor the time that we had with our children was. And to remember that they are in a good place.

Have a great day my friend, your journey is long, I use you as a compass to mark my journey. I want you to make in out of the darkness, so that I have hope of making my journey also.

David

Andrea said...

Oh Alison,
I'm so sorry for those lost dreams. So beyond hard! May you be blessed at this most difficult time. Wyatt's birthdays have been hard....I will be praying for you! I hope in some way you will feel Daniels love tomorrow and some added comfort.
Sending a giant hug your way.

Dawn said...

Be strong girl...you're in our hearts and thoughts

Hennie said...

Sterkte Alison

Lauren said...

Oh hun, such a hard day. Please be kind to yourself. I will be thinking of you and your little angel Daniel xo

Carrie said...

Alison, my dear friend...i will be thinking of you x

Hannli said...

Dink aan jou...

Yves said...

my thoughts are with you during this difficult time

Belinda said...

Alison, my heart aches for you, I will be thinking of you tomorrow on your little angels birthday. x

Anee said...

Sterkte Ali!

Marietjie said...

Mamma ek is baie baie gelukkig hier waar ek nou is. Ek het geen pyn nie en ek is so gelukkig dat ek nooit aan die wereld se pyn en lyding bloodgestel was nie. Mamma droog nou af die trane. Lig jou kop op en gaan die toekoms in met hoop. Die hoop wat Jesus Christus vir ons gegee het. Mamma Jesus is lief vir jou, en Hy wil jou nie so hartseer ... See Moresien nie. Jy is Sy kind, net soos ek joune was vir 'n kort tydjie. Trane gaan daar nog wees, want dit is menslik, maar Jesus is besig om hulle vir jou af te droog en vir jou deur Sy Gees nuwe krag te gee. Krag om voort te gaan, totdat ons weer eendag bymekaar kan wees om Hom saam te verheerlik. Liefde Groete Daniel

Lukes Army said...

Still think of you and Daniel often Alison. I thought my father would eventually send the angel, he is.... what he is. I will try send it off this week before I leave Cairns. I am so sorry, lots of love, Michael.