Grains Of Sand

Tomorrow will be 4 months since Daniel died but it feels like a life time, a life time of intense pain, sorrow, longing, confusion and agony. I love Daniel and miss my child more than words can say.

I wonder many tears I have cried. Would it be filling a bucket? Like the one we used to build sand castles or are my tears as many as all the drops in the ocean

.....about the day when I have no more pictures left of Daniel to post on this blog. How sad I will be? I will get over the mountain that Mother's Day has become and if it is in any way possible to just skip the day. Friday, Saturday, Monday, Tuesday?


Tracy said...

Think of you often xxxxxx your blog is a wonderful way of sharing Daniels memories and reaching out to the millions of people who are there for you xxx