You know how much I miss you and how I cry for you every single day. The pain I feel is not something I would be able to endure for years and years and years, that is something I know.
I wish I could understand what went so wrong that you had to pay with your life. Where was the disconnect between what I believed I saw in your father and the reality?
How could anyone not care about our life? And as they didn't care for you why came and take you away from me and Neni and Lecia and all the other people that love you so much. Any of us would have given our lives for you, my Angel Danny, if only we had known.
I love you more than I can say, more than I can express, more than I can show, more than anyone can comprehend.
I walk with you in my heart everywhere I go and I fall asleep each night imaging holding you in my arms.
I feel your spirit.
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.
They are all yellow.
Your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know
You know I love you so.
Namaste, my dearest Daniel.
I see you. Always.
Mamma x x x